Update from My Sucky Week

This has been quite the week.  A week filled with the unexpected, the downright enraging.  Somehow I still have my sanity and I have managed to stop shaking and I can walk up and down a flight of stairs without worrying that my kneecap will fly off and poke someone's eye out.  I still have a small amount of soreness in my hamstring, back of the knee, and upper calf, but it is more like the soreness you have after a moderate workout.  I am trying to not get too optimistic and trying to not go overboard, but I am hoping this means I am beginning to really recover from my injury.

Oh, but the screaming, the drama, the sucky stuff that has overshadowed that one really wonderful positive from this week.

Jonah has been off his meds for over 3 weeks, and we are feeling it.  He is so out-of-control and we don't know whether we should see if he rides this out and gets better, like it might be an effect of his body detoxing and trying to get back to normal, or if we should put him back on medication pronto.  I feel like I have aged 5 years or more this week dealing with Jonah and that place that gave my car back in worse condition that when we brought it in.  And that stupid woman at that restaurant in Irvine that looked like she was going to hit Jonah for closing one of the two doors to the entrance.  She was pointing her finger at him, getting all ghetto on him for pulling a wooden block out from under the door.  God, I wanted to knock her the fuck out!

I am NOT having a good week, not having any fun preparing for Easter, not even remotely looking forward to getting out of town, and too overwhelmed to even focus on Raul's birthday Tuesday.  But I can walk and climb stairs and can probably jog if I tried, but I will not jinx myself.  NOT THIS WEEK.  Things have been so sucky that I will not tempt fate by trying to jog this week, but I may have to if Jonah runs off in another meltdown in public.

Thank goodness this wasn't the week I was going through withdrawal from quitting sugar!!

I hope you all had a much, MUCH better week than I had, and I hope you all have a VERY Happy Easter!!!